I wanted to write a quick note to tell you all that I did, in fact, purchase the trees. And while the trees are incredible, the experience I had purchasing the trees, was not. In fact, in the end, I wished that I did not buy the trees from where I bought them, at all. Even though it seemed as though they were meant to be.
The story is so long and detailed that I wonder if I would even be able to properly write about the entire experience, but I will try, although not right now. The experience made me very sad and not just because I was purchasing trees trying to honor our sons who are not with us, but because the person I dealt with was, well, not a nice person.
In the end, the trees are planted, my mom and I worked on the landscaping all day long and everything looks wonderful. Our day yesterday was good, memorable, significant. Your e-mails, comments, the cards, the flowers and other amazing things that people in our lives did for us yesterday were beautiful and meant so much. Although yesterday was a day of such sadness, the sun rays were beautiful and plentiful. And they felt so, so good.

























You are right. It is not fair. It’s hard to imagine the boys being in a better place then in your arms. You are such a great mom and some one I look up to. I hope one day the pain won’t be there as much, but all the memories of your pregnacy will be.
xoxo
You are right. It is not fair. It’s hard to imagine the boys being in a better place then in your arms. You are such a great mom and some one I look up to. I hope one day the pain won’t be there as much, but all the memories of your pregnacy will be.
xoxo