A mountain
By
Nov 14, 2008
Today I face a mountain. It’s one I dread, it’s one that hurts, it’s one that I know will soon be over. It may be with tears and with sadness, but it’s a mountain I will climb, I have no choice.
One year ago today, our lives changed forever when we found out I was pregnant. Oh my God, we were so excited.
I knew these milestones would be hard, but I didn’t know they could hurt this much.
Hugs to you Beth…James and Jake will be in my heart today, and you will all be in my prayers. I don’t know if it helps or not, but know that we are all with you in heart and spirit.
I am sure your two beautiful baby boys are watching over you today especially closely.
Hugs to you Beth…James and Jake will be in my heart today, and you will all be in my prayers. I don’t know if it helps or not, but know that we are all with you in heart and spirit.
I am sure your two beautiful baby boys are watching over you today especially closely.
The whole family is in my thoughts and prayers. I know you can climb this mountain and soon you’ll be on the other side of it.
Love you,
T
The whole family is in my thoughts and prayers. I know you can climb this mountain and soon you’ll be on the other side of it.
Love you,
T
If ever a giant embrace could come through this laptop and wrap itself around you, it would be today. I would try to surround the entire mountain with it… and just let you breathe into it. Your breath itself is the living reminder of James and Jake and the beauty they have brought to this world through you. I am thinking about your little guys today, especially…
If ever a giant embrace could come through this laptop and wrap itself around you, it would be today. I would try to surround the entire mountain with it… and just let you breathe into it. Your breath itself is the living reminder of James and Jake and the beauty they have brought to this world through you. I am thinking about your little guys today, especially…
I’ll say a prayer for you and your family today.
I’ll say a prayer for you and your family today.
1000 hugs.
1000 hugs.
Beth, I still remember the day you told me (Thanksgiving) so vividly (and you know my memory), and I still remember when you told me they were twins, where I was, how I felt…every single thing about those moments, I don’t think there is a detail I have forgotten, and even though we don’t have those sweet, wonderful little boys with us to hold and love and cuddle and pass around the family, those memories I have of those moments are still some of the sweetest memories of my life. I will always cherish them. James and Jake will always be with our family and we will all always love them and remember them and talk about them. I will take a little time by myself today to think again about those moments…finding about about this miracle….and I will smile through my tears, because no matter what, you were so special and wonderful and that’s why they chose you to be their Mommy and that in itself is such a awesome gift. They are loving you right now and they always will until you see them again! Remember that we all love you very much!….Don’t you ever, ever forget that. We’ll climb that mountain with you.
Love, Amy
Beth, I still remember the day you told me (Thanksgiving) so vividly (and you know my memory), and I still remember when you told me they were twins, where I was, how I felt…every single thing about those moments, I don’t think there is a detail I have forgotten, and even though we don’t have those sweet, wonderful little boys with us to hold and love and cuddle and pass around the family, those memories I have of those moments are still some of the sweetest memories of my life. I will always cherish them. James and Jake will always be with our family and we will all always love them and remember them and talk about them. I will take a little time by myself today to think again about those moments…finding about about this miracle….and I will smile through my tears, because no matter what, you were so special and wonderful and that’s why they chose you to be their Mommy and that in itself is such a awesome gift. They are loving you right now and they always will until you see them again! Remember that we all love you very much!….Don’t you ever, ever forget that. We’ll climb that mountain with you.
Love, Amy
Beth…
Maybe you need to sit at the bottom of the mountain in a rock pit for a while and FEEL the pain, embracing the huge loss you and your family have suffered. Then as you climb up that mountain mark each even and change as you need, be it celebration or tears. You and only YOU can know how to walk this road. Please feel the prayers we are sending you this and everyday. You are loved. Babs
Beth…
Maybe you need to sit at the bottom of the mountain in a rock pit for a while and FEEL the pain, embracing the huge loss you and your family have suffered. Then as you climb up that mountain mark each even and change as you need, be it celebration or tears. You and only YOU can know how to walk this road. Please feel the prayers we are sending you this and everyday. You are loved. Babs
Hang in there. You’re always in my thoughts and prayers. I know it may sound redundant, but it’s true…
Hang in there. You’re always in my thoughts and prayers. I know it may sound redundant, but it’s true…
Thinking about you today & always, Beth. Just take one small step at a time to climb this mountain. You’ll get to the other side & as always be stronger for having done so. God bless.
Thinking about you today & always, Beth. Just take one small step at a time to climb this mountain. You’ll get to the other side & as always be stronger for having done so. God bless.
Many hugs, many thoughts, many prayers . . .
Many hugs, many thoughts, many prayers . . .
And, what did I do – email you with my question on this day. *sigh* Sorry, Beth. Told ya’ I was notoriously awkward about things like this. Sending extra hugs today (((hugs)))
And, what did I do – email you with my question on this day. *sigh* Sorry, Beth. Told ya’ I was notoriously awkward about things like this. Sending extra hugs today (((hugs)))
I am so very sorry! I will pray for you today!
I am so very sorry! I will pray for you today!
oh it can hurt DEEPLY … i know….
said a prayer for you today.
oh it can hurt DEEPLY … i know….
said a prayer for you today.
Keeping you in my thoughts!!
Keeping you in my thoughts!!