Since the memorial service I’ve been to Chicago, Michigan, New Jersey, Los Angeles, Louisville, Indianapolis and Philadelphia.

But I haven’t gone back to church since walking out of the doors on that sad day on March 1.  And yes, we went to church nearly every Sunday before that.

Today marks one year since finding out the little baby in my belly was actually two little babies inside my belly.  That day, that started out like any other, turned out to be one of the the greatest days of my life, knowing the gift we had been given.  Twins. I still can not believe it.

Even though they are not with us today, I still believe those identical twin boys were among the four greatest gifts I have been given in my life.  I thank God for them everyday, for the gift they are, the love they have shown us.

I know today is going to be really hard, but I’m also hoping that today we also remember not just the sadness of it all, but also how exciting those days, weeks, months were following December 14th, 2007.  They were amazing.

I’ll start out by remembering it all while at church this morning.  I’m scared, my heart is racing, I’m probably sweating where I normally don’t sweat, but that’s okay, I’ve got a strong team by my side.

But hey, if you’ve got a spare prayer or positive thought just lying around, feel free to send it in my direction.   I know I could use it.

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