Today, my faith and confidence in my ability to have a successful pregnancy was pulled out from underneath me when I woke up spotting with cramps.
The baby is doing very well (went in for an ultrasound today), but me? I’m shaken to the core. Scared out of my mind and just waiting for it all to crumble in my hands while I sit and can do nothing.
I’m hoping tomorrow is better and the day after that even better … so on and so on. But right now? I’m looking for good and peaceful things to guide me back.
Brian just came across this photo in our photo library, I figured now is a good time to share with you. We just told the kids about three weeks ago about the pregnancy, we were at a restaurant. I took a photo of their reaction:
I am so scared of breaking their hearts.
They are so excited and Anna is convinced it’s a girl because she found the perfect sandals at Target just for her.